I'm feeling very vexed right now..

Add on :
After praying and leaving everything to God, I'm finally at ease. :D
Honestly speaking , I'm that kind of person who doesn't like to sit down and study or listen to lecture. Which means I'm totally anti-study. I can't sit down to study for half an hour. Every half an hr i will walk around to find food or just won't concentrate. That explains i don't get really good results.
So i can forget about office jobs. I need jobs that can be super active :D
Maybe that's the reason why God allows me to study engineering .