I got an A for appg lab test but a C for mpi lab test -.-

I'm going through tons of warfares and i don't understand why. Its like this devil wants to pin me down no matter what. But i thank God because I feel that i'm going to a deeper encounter with Him. I can feel Him alot more sensitively.
His burden is light, cast all cares upon Him.
I just feel that I really need to guard my heart this season, sometimes i'm led to thoughts of becoming a commoner , go to school , go clubbing, and pursue my piloting dream
Pastor Mark preached a message very in time for me, sometimes i wanted to reach out but it seems difficult. But i didn't realised how much work God has already done. I have so much free time to spend and fellowship with my friends and tell you we are superly united. Having lunch etc..
Holding on to the conviction I have with God.
Through it all, God is good.