Dad was in huge pain last night, his legs acted up again. Doctors always say do not take large amount of seafood or alcohol. I have to rush down to get his pills at 3.30am in the morning . Prayed and slept after that.
Morning and noon still the same , 4pm wake up saying lets go eat. Even can sing songs, now he's off with my mum and my younger sis to go eat. Wonder if was he really in pain . Or my prayers are effective haha!
I set myself free from the torments I have for the past years. Its really different and it feels good to breathe again.
I'm a new creature in Christ Jesus!
Went down to salon and cut my hair, well I might as well cut botak. You guys will understand when you get to see me. Short like 1 - 2 inch nia. I was wanting to scream when the hairstylist said done.
Perhaps i should hide at home for a month or something till the day when my hair will grow back long enough.
Time to play dota ,finish up tutorials , and play basketball.

The pain I feel is true,
The scorn of your yelling too,
You yell at me,
But yet you can not see,
Why I hate you so,
I try to tell you but my heart beats slow,
I fall and crumble,
I try to walk but stumble,
You make my heart sink,
You make my mind shrink,
There is loneliness in my heart,
that sets me apart,
Apart from the world,
And apart from life,
You cut me deep with a scythe,
My life then ends,
And my sight bends,
But I finally fell at peace,
For my life is on release